Stronger

Now, now, now, that, that that don't kill me - Can only make me stronger!

I feel that only after a short amount of time I have really become a stronger person. I don't let the evil anxiety demon take over my every waking thought. I, for the first time in many, many months can have a rational argument.  Now don't go thinking I am certifiably crazy now, I don't completely contribute this to my medication, I contribute it to the fact that I stopped thinking that irrational being was really who I am or all I can be.

It has given me a sense of security like a baby with a blanket. I won't scream, unless absolutely necessary, I won't cry, unless absolutely necessary, and I won't shake from the inside, that is never necessary.

I am stronger, or really, I have always been strong, but it has just been hiding behind this shadow of a person I can be, a person that can rock this world.