Cowboy up and put your game face on...

I have officially lost all will and desire to party. I am inclined to believe it is due to my binge drinking and partying at the tender age of 14. I was the life of the party, and not always in a good way. I cringe a little when I reflect back upon my reckless behavior. Although I am glad I went through it. I think I got it all out of my system and now I’m done.

Over time days have become more important than night. I prefer to be non-hungover where I am productive and feeling well. I don’t miss the dry heaving or saturated smoke smell you get while in a bar. This has definitely been a slow process but I will attest that the candle has officially been blown out and I don’t ever want it re-lit.

That said, I will still enjoy my wine, I just want it without shots, dancing, and dark bars. Is anyone with me, or am I all alone at 30?